"You cannot imagine how much pain I have had to endure. It was endless and cruel, and it almost made me mad. But then my fellows came and rescued me. Not out of love or caring, but because of my chicken parmesan. It was the best."

There seems to be some despair in the quote above. But, as always, this may just be a miraculous illusion, like pain in an un-there tooth or hallucinations of green puppets in red clothes without shame.